the city slept upside down in a landlocked corner of the widows wharf. bitter, lonely, and isolated. i wrapped myself in the stretch of unused road, its cold concrete blanket seemed an overwhelming contradiction to the pursuit of warmth. while scanning the surrounding scenery you caught my eye. your silhouette looked so gigantic standing there; a harmony of outline and a featureless interior. with a small swiss army knife i etched a crude drawing of heart surrounded by our initials to mark the time and romance. i climbed to the sturdiest point you had to offer and tied a rope around the moon to pulled it closer. with all the strength i could muster i tugged the giant; its dragging current left streaks in the sky. as it sliced through the atmosphere and into our neighborhood, an iridescent prism splashed on the side of the suburban homes. bright multi-tonal colors bowed out and split as they danced on the tops of cars parked in driveways and along the streetside. polyrhythmic harmonies bounced from the telephone wires to a stuttering pattern of movement. in an attempt to keep up with the song in the air, my heart sped faster. without warning organic light tore through my rib cage and straight towards the sky, its hot glow burned the hair from my chest. its colors had never been seen by the human eye; beautiful shades and textures poured out. the florescent aurora rapidly spread from the small town,. it raced to such great distances, covering the entire world with a warm blanket of light. and for once, suddenly didn't seem so soon.
epilogue: i didn't say a word as the last of the light drained from the hole in my heart. with weak eyes i stood and bowed to the world, my eyes caught yours as you curtsied bashfully. a curtain of eventide fell over the sleepy city as the artificial lights lost their appeal.
graduation
i loved being loved by love
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08 September 2005 @ 01:07 pm

just sittin' around, & bein' cute in the bunnycar.
you know
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29 August 2005 @ 09:39 pm
18 July 2005 @ 03:03 pm
i don't things could get any better, well they could always get better but i am happy and that makes everything better.
Current Music: plans
08 June 2005 @ 11:36 am
we were walking downtown with a panda bear
holding hands
leaving silence and space open
to cover the conversation and closure
the baby balloons turned to pinapples
and you frowned
because you grew up
and nothing produces smiles
when everything else is so easy.
i'm sorry
--11:41 a.m., June 8, 2005
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holding hands
leaving silence and space open
to cover the conversation and closure
the baby balloons turned to pinapples
and you frowned
because you grew up
and nothing produces smiles
when everything else is so easy.
i'm sorry
--11:41 a.m., June 8, 2005
freeflow
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05 June 2005 @ 05:52 am
today i was called into work early because this stupid girl never comes in when she is supposed to. i had a tummy ache and when a bird shit on my head i was fucking through and went home.
I talked to Jason for a while about our design, we both are excited to see how it goes with what he comes up with from our concept. very excited.
mario and i hung out hard.
tonight was great: me, bryan, wyatt, john, casey, ryan "zim dogg", mary, joy, rita, jessica, joel, jeff, kristen, aaron, ian, lantz, hannah and others played a game called "bond" till about 2 in the morning, the game was fun and a ran over 2.5 miles and while hiding under a patio saw a snake and almost cried. then we went back to marys and swam in her pool, it was hot, even more so because joel was naked the whole time, and not asshamed (picture updates on this coming soon.)
after that we went to stake n shake (Rita gave me a pass to see an advanced screening of Batman! which was cock.)
we then wanted to watch the sunrise so we drove as fast as we could to Castlewood which was closed so we drove even faster to get to Quicktrip to watch it, we (Kristen, Mary, Joy, Lantz, and Aaron) ended up missing it in a sense because we were venturing to the next location as it rose, but we saw.. we saw.
i came home, i am here now, i havent slept, i am tired but fufilled and happy.
for once.
lets get this batman rolling!!
hold hands.
I talked to Jason for a while about our design, we both are excited to see how it goes with what he comes up with from our concept. very excited.
mario and i hung out hard.
tonight was great: me, bryan, wyatt, john, casey, ryan "zim dogg", mary, joy, rita, jessica, joel, jeff, kristen, aaron, ian, lantz, hannah and others played a game called "bond" till about 2 in the morning, the game was fun and a ran over 2.5 miles and while hiding under a patio saw a snake and almost cried. then we went back to marys and swam in her pool, it was hot, even more so because joel was naked the whole time, and not asshamed (picture updates on this coming soon.)
after that we went to stake n shake (Rita gave me a pass to see an advanced screening of Batman! which was cock.)
we then wanted to watch the sunrise so we drove as fast as we could to Castlewood which was closed so we drove even faster to get to Quicktrip to watch it, we (Kristen, Mary, Joy, Lantz, and Aaron) ended up missing it in a sense because we were venturing to the next location as it rose, but we saw.. we saw.
i came home, i am here now, i havent slept, i am tired but fufilled and happy.
for once.
lets get this batman rolling!!
hold hands.
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11 April 2005 @ 11:12 am
i'm so occupied and i've been occupied recently i hate feeling so occupied
i hate feeling like so much is going on even though i really don't do anything with my life besides music and flying kites. besides that i go home and watch law and order with my parents. but i feel like i have no time for anything or anyone.
i feel lonely about most everything. i am afraid of whats going to happen after school.. i am moving out and touring.
i need a shoulder
to lean on
when you're hugging his skinhead..
i hate feeling like so much is going on even though i really don't do anything with my life besides music and flying kites. besides that i go home and watch law and order with my parents. but i feel like i have no time for anything or anyone.
i feel lonely about most everything. i am afraid of whats going to happen after school.. i am moving out and touring.
i need a shoulder
to lean on
when you're hugging his skinhead..
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Current Music: horray!
19 January 2005 @ 11:49 pm


